i'm doing a massive sad face. :-(

i'm having to admit defeat ....... i'm not going to be able to take on Uno as a bunwife for Carlton.

i've heard nothing about my poorly pennies and since ryan had his new car beaten up by idiots, he has too much to worry about with the £300 bill.

i'm just not in the right financial position to take on the bunster. i can't tell you how excited i've been about the whole thing and now it's gone to pot.

i wouldn't have the bunny room ready until i have the pennies or get it sorted as a birthday present next month. even if it's sorted for my birthday, i want to know that i have my own pennies coming in to keep them in hay, vaccs and our little "emergency fund" that ryan takes care of.

i feel uber poo right now.

Here's a (((hug))) for you

Awwww Laura I has read this on Carlton's blog but I was in denial, hoping that it wouldn't be so

It is important to feel stable before taking in another, so you are being very responsible

I'm sorry that maybe Carlton's wifey won't be Uno but whoever it is in the future, you will give an extraordinary home to

((( Massive Hugs )))

I'm so sorry about Ryan's car too, that is horrible, vile kids

I was blubbing BIG TIME while I messaged Faye.

Oh hun big huggles x

Sorry to hear this Laura but you are making a very sensible (and difficult I am sure) decision. Your quite probably a person of stronger resolve than I am

Aww Laura, I'm sorry you've had to make this decision It's sad, but I know you're doing the right thing. It sucks being responsible sometimes doesn't it?

When the time is right you'll find Carlton an awesome wifey-bun and they'll live happily ever after. I'm sure he will enjoy bachelorhood in the mean time!

i won't be telling the person with the friend with those babies, she'll start throwing them at me!

i was so nervous messaging Faye, it gave me tummyache.

I know I could probably pull it all together but i really want it all to start off on a good pace, without me constantly worrying about relying on ryan.

Knowing me, he'll end up being unbondable!

It's always harder to say no than yes, especially when it's something you want.

Sending hugs xx

Aww hun, having been in the same position as you & making the same decision as you have, I can honestly say its well worth the wait!! My big gurly was all sad on her lonesome (She'd lost her friend, Carlton isnt missing what hes never had hon..) & like you, we had no pennies spare for getting her a friend. I landed myself a job though & after what felt like the worlds longest wait - Daniel hopped into our lives. Its brilliant, instead of scrimping pennies together & stressing constantly about paying whopping vet bills (have insurance but have to pay upfront), I can put in a big fat toy-order every payday. I got really down about it & felt rubbish for Rhi, but I promise you it wil be WELL worth the wait Sorry, beast of a post - just dont want you being sad! X

Becki wrote:Aww hun, having been in the same position as you & making the same decision as you have, I can honestly say its well worth the wait!! My big gurly was all sad on her lonesome (She'd lost her friend, Carlton isnt missing what hes never had hon..) & like you, we had no pennies spare for getting her a friend. I landed myself a job though & after what felt like the worlds longest wait - Daniel hopped into our lives. Its brilliant, instead of scrimping pennies together & stressing constantly about paying whopping vet bills (have insurance but have to pay upfront), I can put in a big fat toy-order every payday. I got really down about it & felt rubbish for Rhi, but I promise you it wil be WELL worth the wait Sorry, beast of a post - just dont want you being sad! X

aww, thank-you!

you never know, everything might go right in the end, you never know how long Uno will be with Faye and Jill.... but even if i lose the opportunity I'm such a perfect bunwife is out there!

i always feel guilty when we go to bed and he's by himself i'm sure Little Reggie the teddy isn't as good company as me!

Poor Laura! That sucks hon, after your hopes were so high but everyone is right, it's the responsible thing to do and you know it, or you wouldn't have done it.

Maybe when the pennies are a bit more stable you can start the search all over again. In the mean time Mr Jamal has all the love and attention he could need.

Big hugs

I agree, you are being very sensible in waiting a while.

Carlton seems a very happy boy for now anyway

awwwh, Laura...

i'm rubbish in these siuations, so heres some love >>> :luv: :luv: :luv: