Peanut Butter

Oh Sarah Jane I am so sorry you have lost Peanut Butter. Like Janak has already said it was obvious when you spoke about him that PB was your special boy. Your video tribute was so moving it brought tears to my eyes. He will be very much missed.
Sleep tight Peanut Butter. R.I.P
Massive hugs to you and Jelly. xxx

I'm so sorry PB lost his fight in the end, you both put up such a brave battle.

Binky Free gorgeous boy x

I cant believe he is really gone. I have been sad every day and shed tears but tonight i completly broke down, i was crying so much i couldnt speak and my mum had to calm me down. I cannot believe my beautiful boy is gone.
I know so many people have felt this before, but i just feel so angry. Why my boy? Why, its so cruel when theres people out there who dont give two hoots about their pets and if love or money could have saved peanut he would be here with us now.

I have no faith or belief in anything anymore except that the world is cruel. My heart is broken and everytime i go outside and see Jelly alone i burst into tears.

I know it will get better as in, i wont feel so distraught. but its never going to get better becayse he is never going to be here. I am never going to see him ever again.

Im sorry for the pathetic post, i just feel so lost and broken i dont know what to do.

It's not a pathetic post, you obviously need to voice how you feel and this is a good place to do it because we understand how you feel. Hugs to you.

I can only send you hugs from afar.

I think most of us here will have lost beloved pets under cruel circumstances, it is so hard to bear. Remember though that PB had a wonderful happy life with you and Jelly. I also remember someone saying that an animal will not be aware of the passing of time as we do, PB will only know and remember that he was happy and cherished. I hope in time this gives you comfort.

Peanut Butter has been laid to rest. We got his ashes back yesterday and he is in a beautiful turqoise plant pot with yellow lillies and a variety of grasses and bulbs of daffodils to come up in spring. I made a charm from an old heart of a necklace and added three bunny charms on one side to symbolise Jelly, Domino and Pebbles, and one on the other for Peanut. To show they will always be connected through love, but he is somewhere else now. I placed it on the box with a letter to him.

We lit a candle on a little table next to the plants, and we said goodbye. It broke my heart to lay him to rest but i hope tomorrow Jelly will bond with Domino and Pebbles and this will be a new chapter for us all.

I will never forget or stop missing my boy, and im pretty sure there is many more tears to come and unhappy times, but I hope I can find happiness in seeing Jelly with Domino and Pebbles.

Goodbye my ever so special little man

Binky free Peanut Im so sorry hun xxxx

I'm so sorry, your tribute was beautiful.

Today is the six month anniversary of the day i said goodbye to peanut. My heart is still breaking, and after the loss of Bonnie feel so numb one minute and then in floods of tears the next. I dont think i have felt this low in a very long time.

I miss him every single day. I am beginning to forget him. And i cant stop it happening. I forget how his fur felt, his noises, silly things. and i find myself remembering photos more than remembering him these days. I remember the photo of him in the grass, rather than remembering him running about. he is slipping away and i cant stop it. I miss him terribly.

Oh SJ,

Im thinking of you and sending you lots and lots of love and hugs.

I think you will always miss him and because what has happened with Bonnie its making it all feel very raw im sure.

You will ever really forget him and he knows that from where he is binkying around.

When you think of the photo's I think its like a shortcut to the memory itself and when you think about it.....you do remember him running about.

However you remember him - big memories or small ones - you'll always do it with a massive amount of affection and a smile - and thats more imortant than the little details.

(god im crying now - the poeple i work with are going to think im insane!)

Take care hun, Big Hugs

I think what you are experiencing is perfectly normal and I can understand how sad it makes you feel. You will never ever truly forget PB . There will always be some special memories that will never leave you.
Remember that PB will always have a place in your heart.

I have no doubt that you will have dozens of beautiful pictures of PB, as Katie has said they will help to bring back memories.

Sending you loads of hugs

Peanut Butter, one year on

This time a year ago, I had no idea what was about to happen. At 3pm i found the abscess was back, and at 6:30pm you were gone. Ive missed you every single day, and i struggle without you. You were so special to me, you still are. I will never forget you, how could I.

I always wondered what I would write here today, but it doesnt matter. It doesnt mean anything. I cant believe I havent seen you for a year, or cuddled you, or seen your grumpy face. I made a diary of being without you, it got quite big and it showed me "get over it", as much as I can anyway.

I miss you special boy, every single day.

So sad

Thinking of you hun.

He was such a handsome chap. xx

Hugs to you SJ as it is hard when you miss someone you love.

Sending you hugs SJ, I know how painful it is, we are thinking of you

I think Peanut Butter & my bunny Stacy are playing at the Rainbow Bridge together. xx

I hope so. I still miss him ever so much. I keep trying to focus on the positives, I have had one year with my three beautiful bunnies and i need to remember that they can go so suddenly, weve seen that this past day or so, and i should apriciate that they are here, not focus on the fact PB is gone.

But i still miss him.

He is still there, you just can't see him I think Stacy is still here with me and she is most likely trying to get my attention. You never stop missing them

I miss him so much, I think I would be able to take today as a positive, remember him in a positive way, but now with Domino the way he is its SO difficult. I don't want to be misrable, but I really feel it today.

I miss this special guy so much

I miss him too -miss hearing about him. PB was a legend, one of those buns that will never be forgotten, and I'm not surprised you feel the way you do, but he was a wonderful bun who had the luckiest break he could have when you saw him

thats lovely

I miss that too in a way, i miss having stories about him,because he was such a character. but i guess that says alot about him, what an impact he made in such a short space of time.

xxxxxxx

I was never lucky enough to have been around when PB was a forum hop-star, but I know exactly how special he was, and he knew how much you loved him! Sending you massive hugs hun
Binky free gorgeous boy xxxx

sending you a big hug. x